It was inspired by a fling with a young man I met from Louisiana. He'd been through
a lot of pain and heartache and although I knew in my heart I wasn't meant to be
with him I knew that I was supposed to touch his life.
My name is Jasie. I'm19 years old and I am pursuing music, modeling, and poetry. I
come from a small town in Illinois. I've been writing since I can remember and I
write stories, poems, and songs. I aspire to make great change in this world through
one of those outlets.
"I wish to taste
you." Sweet words from my
sweet soulful southern infatuation.
"Do you think of me?"
His voice had a twang
of deep Louisiana and Godly creation.
"Close your eyes.
Keep them closed."
His calming voice put
me in a deep state of relaxation. The energy between us radiating to create
this amazing sensation. You're so sin-sational. So full of sin. You make my
thoughts irrational. To say I adore you
would be only a fraction of these new born feelings. Skin soft like an infant
you touch my face. The way you say the
word "Baby" makes my heart race.
My sweet soulful
southern infatuation.
I see the hurt in
your dark eyes. Others may see
blackness but I see a light as bright and beautiful as a sunrise. Only
someone like me can see that twinkle is your tired eyes. A diamond in the
rough. Potential that's untouched. I knew you were special the first time
your hand brushed mine. Sweetheart you're so
fine like a wine I'd love to sip on all the time but I can't make you mine.
My sweet soulful
southern infatuation.
But you can be one
of a few. When I get on I'll fly you out to Hollywood so you can enjoy the
beautiful view while we watch the sunrise and our expensive coffee brews.
I'm not
living right right now. I know it. But I'll put you on a
flight and give you a couple thousand just to blow it and you don't smoke but
I'll
blow a few while you sip on a Margarita with a lemon twist. I'll listen to
your heartbeat as the time ticks. And ticks. Ticks away like a
bomb. I love you all. You all are my sons.
I chose a path so I
can say all of us won.
My sweet soulful
southern infatuation.
The other girls won't
do for you what I will. They can't show you the things that to only you I can
tell. They can't open your mind while touching your soul as well. These
girls can't save you so don't sell...yourself short. I'm not judging you
because this isn't court but whatever the case may be God sent you to me. At
a time when I'm rising as a
newborn queen.
My sweet soulful
southern infatuation.
Pretty soon I'll be
leaving you. But I want you to know I believe in you. And your talents
shouldn't be wasted or God wouldn't have gave them to you because people
like us are some of the few. Gifted. Our job is to raise the unlifted. To be
heard by the millions of people in the world, and that's where my attention
is shifted. I can't save you now
but I'll save you for later. Save me for later. I'll save your soul and take
you to a place much greater.