A spiritually and a psychological outlook at your social and
professional
life that shapes your character, emotions and even your
aspirations. People
will hurt you whether you like it or not. Discovering your true
self is
simply by eliminating everything about your surrounds that
hinders your
progress by questioning it but not expecting and accepting the
answer to be
the right one till it coincides with your existences. And
that's one way of
finding peace, love and appreciation of self and dealing with
people and
situations.
Regardless if you are rich & famous. Spending time away
from everyone,
everything, through meditation(Deep thinking) knowing your true
self and
what God created you to be, what your true purpose on
this earth
is should be your number one target and doing everything in your
power to
attain it.
Deep within me, I started to feel things I couldn'
t explain and
I discovered
my gift of writing and paying attention to detail to tackle
personal
problems and social issues. I needed to understand the mystery
of life and
the link between the creator and man. A depressed teenager I
was and so
needed something to help me escape that feeling. Music was my
only escape,
especially Hip-hop/Rap Music made me feel I wasn't alone in my
thoughts.
Rappers like Tupac, Nas etc., whom I learnt from lyrically or
poetically,
influenced me greatly
I'm looking for something the naked eye can't see
I don't even know what it looks like but I will know when I find it
So the search begins but in what direction?
In the end it is more of a feeling than a possession
Is more of what I want to be than what they want me to be
Freedom to me is more of thinking I'm free
Than hearing someone tell me I am free
So why should a dead body remind me I am alive
When I feel dead inside, because it doesn't breathe, talk, walk or feel
The fact that I can be seen, heard or felt don't mean I am real
Who am I? what is the reason for my being
Am I just another human breathing
Living life waiting for death
There's got to be something more
Something we don't know yet
Something we chose to ignore
Something so visible
but we can only see it if we want to
don't be lazy, spent a little time with yourself, explore
and I promise you in the end it will all be worth it
You will feel so whole that you will think u didn't deserve it
yes the evil in you is still working
because you do deserve it
you will be happy when you find your true self
happier than you are now because it will be better
than the cards you were dealt
no more will you feel the way you felt
that's how its suppose to be
you get closer to you
I get closer to me
and when we get closer to each other
we will both know what we can offer
and what we cannot
so nobody gets disappointed because you know what I aint got
you accept me as i am i accept you as you are
because i can never change you only you can change you.
